January 31, 2011
As I continue to fight this darn cold and I can feel a fog starting to lift, I had a long weekend pretty much alone just me and my box of Kleenex. Now that my nose is starting to dry up and my head is starting to clear from the last chemo treatment, I find myself puttering around the house more than I have in months. Funny how things have stayed just the way I left them, things like my shoes makeup and purses. I love my shoes and purses, I get teased about them but when I was not feeling well they didn’t matter much. I used to change my purse every day to match my shoes or the outfit that I was wearing, it was something I liked and was important to me.
I noticed that the same purse I had taken to surgery back in November was the same purse I had today. I’m not sure how I feel about it, in a way it was kind of freeing but then again it was like I had lost a part of who I was. I quickly cleaned out my purse and changed to a black purse that would match most everything because I still just don’t have the energy to make sure that my purse matches every day. So when I’m back to the old me maybe I will change my purse with the day and maybe some days it just won’t matter.
As I continue to fight this darn cold and I can feel a fog starting to lift, I had a long weekend pretty much alone just me and my box of Kleenex. Now that my nose is starting to dry up and my head is starting to clear from the last chemo treatment, I find myself puttering around the house more than I have in months. Funny how things have stayed just the way I left them, things like my shoes makeup and purses. I love my shoes and purses, I get teased about them but when I was not feeling well they didn’t matter much. I used to change my purse every day to match my shoes or the outfit that I was wearing, it was something I liked and was important to me.
I noticed that the same purse I had taken to surgery back in November was the same purse I had today. I’m not sure how I feel about it, in a way it was kind of freeing but then again it was like I had lost a part of who I was. I quickly cleaned out my purse and changed to a black purse that would match most everything because I still just don’t have the energy to make sure that my purse matches every day. So when I’m back to the old me maybe I will change my purse with the day and maybe some days it just won’t matter.
